felt better than yesterday...

Tired...tired...tired...just came back from shopping with my Hailuo Forest friends..but just window shopping...no money already...haizzzz

today morning....3++am...my friend and me...drink...and was chatted a lot of thing within this time...thank a lot to him because he really told and gave many suggestion to me how to face to the problem...he always saying..."just be yourself"...ya...i really agree what he said...I told him about some private affair of me to him....he also shared with me about his problem....haizz....life...life...life....no matter how hard or what kind of problem you face...we still have to solve it and over the problem....

now...i m just trying to be more mature to think about everything i face....if didn't have friends to accompany me...just be alone...never mind...so time will be more happy...don't think so much....

thank you my "friend" that told me a lot of affair...and shared your experience to me...


nite world.........

I Hate Myself...

I hate myself...i hate the way i did that will hurt some one...!!!

I hate I cannot handle all the thing well...!!!

I hate that I cannot tell you what is on my mind...!!!

I hate myself can't even find the guts to express my feeling...!!!

I'm sorry for everything...sorry that i dint stand on your standpoint what is on your mind...how will you feel it...but no matter i did...my starting point just treat everyone well...no harm...

Sorry that let you disappointed of me...but i just don't like when people ask me to help him/her in the order way...I don't like...but i don't know why i will gave the stupid reaction that will let you disappointed of me...i'm so sorry...so sorry...

I hate myself...i hate you tanpeeyee...bitch!!!