Lepak...

才从不知道叫什么名的mamak回来...那个地方原来是他们shisa的地方...Joel...Jordan...Jermain..Ying Ying..Eugene...Peter...他们都有shisa..而且他们也有叫我一起...
虽然是第二次看过...但就是没想要尝试的想法...不知道为什么就是不想要...脑海中就是会一直出现“这不是你应该碰的东西”...有个朋友曾经说过应该尝试每一样东西...只要不是上瘾就好了...不过我的脑海就是有个意志力不让我有想要尝试的想法...我不介意朋友有没有碰这些东西...就算是女的...只要你不上瘾那就没事...可是对我来说...不知道...就是没兴趣...> <

不够努力

常在想...为什么我做的每一件事都不会成功的得到好成绩呢？...而且不是让别人有惊讶的感觉...就只是没人会注意的芝麻事...是不是我付出的不够多呢？...你真的该认真地想一想到底有没有努力的去完成每一件事...不要说只是为了家人的期待...说到家人...你根本就没让他们为你感到光荣过...不觉得惭愧吗？...就当作是为了自己好好的反省...要是每件事都草率的带过...那还让费时间干嘛？...有用处吗？...现在你要做的就是...做每一件事都是100%的付出...就算是小事...要不然...
你做什么都不会成功的!!!

I was wrong already...

ya...today thank to my friend.."R"...that she told me the way i speak was hurt many people...some more felt disappointed to me...

I am sorry that i really don't know i was hurt many people...maybe i already felt disappointed to "friendship"..so i just don't care everything include the way i talk...but since "R" already told me...I have to change and think before i talk...i can't hurt my friend anymore...because i really appreciate to "friendship"...i need friends...i like my friends...I don't want to lose them...hmmm...thank you "R"...i will change....i don't want you guys feel disappointed of me...thank for telling me what i was did wrong...i will change...